I hope you realize one day when you go through the struggle of settling down with someone, whether its not being able to find the right one or issues with the one you want to settle with… you think about me. You think of all the things I showed of how down I was for you. The drives to spend time with you, the nights till early mornings with you. The conversations that had no ending. The gifts to show how much I knew you. No women will put up with the “man” you are, as much as I did. When you do go through the struggle you regret every single thing you had done. You will never find another like me, and thats a fact. In time, you’ll realize what was once yours. If by chance you do find the one you want to settle down with, I wish her the best luck; She will need it.
We went through so much more than what the average couple who have been together for two years would. No one would understand either one of us, and the struggles we went though. Emotionally and physically, we had it all together at one point. Things change, people change, and feelings really do change. Breaks my heart that a friendship of five to six years, and nine months of dating went down the drain. Who would have thought our personal problem would change the way you felt. Just when I thought at the moment the problem would solve us to become closer. In the end, we were once friends, to so much more and now we’re complete strangers.
